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		<title><![CDATA[ RHEL5.3 Xend Mutiple NIC Device Register ]]> </title>
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  <br />
<br />
http://kbase.redhat.com/faq/docs/DOC-9811<br />
<br />
1. Create New network-Custom Script <span style="font-weight: bold;">/etc/xen/scripts/network-custom</span><br />
=========================<br />
<pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code">#!/bin/sh<br />
# network-xen-custom<br />
# Exit if anything goes wrong<br />
set -e<br />
# First arg is operation.<br />
OP=$1<br />
shift<br />
script=/etc/xen/scripts/network-bridge<br />
case ${OP} in<br />
        start)<br />
                $script start vifnum=0 bridge=xenbr0 netdev=eth0<br />
                $script start vifnum=1 bridge=xenbr1 netdev=eth1<br />
                ;;<br />
        stop)<br />
                $script stop vifnum=0 bridge=xenbr0 netdev=eth0<br />
                $script stop vifnum=1 bridge=xenbr1 netdev=eth1<br />
                ;;<br />
        status)<br />
                $script status vifnum=0 bridge=xenbr0 netdev=eth0<br />
                $script status vifnum=1 bridge=xenbr1 netdev=eth1<br />
                ;;<br />
        *)<br />
                echo "Unknown command:${OP}"<br />
                echo 'Valid commands are: start, stop, status'<br />
                exit 1<br />
esac<span style="font-family: 굴림;"><br />
===============================================<br />
<br />
2. Make Excute Table Set <br />
<br />
    chmod 755 /etc/xend/scripts/network-custom<br />
<br />
<br />
3. Edit /etc/xen/xend-config-bridge<br />
   <br />
  </span></code><code class="jive-code">(network-script network-xen-custom)<br />
<br />
4. Restart System or XED Deamon <br />
<br />
   service xend restart<br />
</code><code class="jive-code"><span style="font-family: 굴림;"><br />
</span></code></pre>			 ]]> 
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		<pubDate>Tue, 12 May 2009 10:23:56 GMT</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[ SAN Boot Using Multipath RHEL5.1 or RHEL5.2 ]]> </title>
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  <p><strong>Release Found:</strong> Red Hat Enterprise Linux 5</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p>To resolve this issue, Grub must be reinstalled. To reinstall Grub on the multipath device perform the following procedure. </p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p><strong><br />
</strong></p><p><strong>Note:</strong> This method has been validated on Red Hat Enterprise Linux 5.1 and 5.2.</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><ol><li level="1" type="ol"><p>leave only the <span class="jive-noformat-content">mpath0</span> lun masked. Remove the other luns. This is very important, as writing to the other luns must be avoided.</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Boot the system in rescue mode.</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>When rescue mode starts, do not search for any partitions, click on 'skip'</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>When the shell is spawned do the following:  </p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
 # mkdir /mnt/sysimage<br />
 # mkdir /mnt/sysimage/boot<br />
 # multipath -F<br />
 # multipath -v0<br />
 # multipath -l</code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Check to see if the <span class="jive-noformat-content">mpath0</span> device is now there, then continue:</p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
 # kpartx -a /dev/mapper/mpath0<br />
 # lvm vgscan --config 'devices{ filter = [ "a/mapper/", "r/.*/" ] }'<br />
 # lvm vgchange -ay --config 'devices{ filter = [ "a/mapper/", "r/.*/" ] }'<br />
 # mount -t ext3 /dev/mapper/VolGroup00-LogVol00 /mnt/sysimage/<br />
 # mount -t ext3 /dev/mapper/mpath0p1 /mnt/sysimage/boot/<br />
 # mount -t proc none /mnt/sysimage/proc<br />
 # chroot /mnt/sysimage<br />
 # dmsetup mknodes mpath0<br />
 # dmsetup mknodes mpath0p1<br />
 # dmsetup mknodes mpath0p2 </code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>In the chrooted environment, verify if <span class="jive-noformat-content">/boot/grub/grub.conf</span> is present and corresponds to the correct grub configuration. Also, verify if <span class="jive-noformat-content">/boot/grub/devices.map</span> contains the line: </p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code">(hd0) /dev/mapper/mpath0</code></pre><p>If this is the case, run:</p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"># grub-install /dev/mapper/mpath0</code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Reboot the system and verify if it reboots properly.</p></li></ol>			 ]]> 
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		<title><![CDATA[ [RedHat Tech] CLVM을 이용한 Disk Mirror 구성 ]]> </title>
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  CLVM을 이용한 디스크 Mirror 구성 <br />
<br />
- 아키텍쳐 -<br />
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- 참고문서 -<br />
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http://www.redhat.com/docs/manuals/enterprise/RHEL-5-manual/Cluster_Logical_Volume_Manager/mirrorrecover.html<br />
<br />
- 문제점 - <br />
<br />
1. clvmd 구동상태에서 디스크 미러링 구성할 경우 Local Locking 문제발생. <br />
<br />
2. cman 및 clvmd 모두 구동이 내려간 상태에서 시스템 구성 . <br />
<br />
3. lvs의 Copy 퍼센트를 확인하여 디스크의 MIrror 상태 확인후 구성..<br />
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4. lvcreate시에 옵션에 대한 순서참조.<br />
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		<title><![CDATA[ Which Apache MPM is being loaded with Red Hat Enterprise Linux 3 default apache installation: prefor ]]> </title>
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  <p>Apache 2 in Red Hat Enterprise Linux 3 ships with the 'prefork' MPM loading by default.</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p> In order to use the 'worker' MPM, you will need to create the file: <span class="jive-noformat-content">/etc/sysconfig/httpd</span> as teh root user and add the following line to that file:</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">HTTPD=/usr/sbin/httpd.worker</span><br />
<br />
</code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p> This will tell the <span class="jive-noformat-content">httpd</span> service to use the binary that is compiled to use the 'worker' MPM. (For more information, you will want to look at: <span class="jive-noformat-content">/etc/rc.d/init.d/httpd</span>)</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p>Please keep in mind that the 'worker' MPM is a threaded environment andthat PHP is not considered thread-safe. Thus, if you have the followingfile: <span class="jive-noformat-content">/etc/httpd/conf.d/php.conf</span> then Apache will protest when you attempt to start it.</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p> The work-around for this behavior (if you do not need PHP), is to rename the file to something that does not end in '.conf'.</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p> So the following command (after making the above change to <span class="jive-noformat-content">/etc/sysconfig/httpd</span>):</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
<br />
mv /etc/httpd/conf.d/php.conf /etc/httpd/conf.d/php.conf.old<br />
<br />
</code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p>should allow you to start up Apache with this:</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
<br />
service httpd start<br />
<br />
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		<title><![CDATA[ XEN VM RHN update 방법... ]]> </title>
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  뭐이리..복잡하누..ㅜㅜ<br />
<br />
<p><strong>Important:</strong> For Red Hat Enterprise Linux 4 fully-virtualized guests install the latest version of up2date.</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><p>This procedure will work for both fully-virtualized and para-virtualized guests.</p><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p><ol><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Thehost system (dom0) must be registered with Red Hat Network. Followstandard procedures to register this system with Red Hat Network (RHN).</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Underthe System Properties page, subscribe the base system to theappropriate Virtualization Channel. Virtualization allows for up to 4Xen guest registrations, while Virtualization Platform allows for anunlimited number of Xen guest registrations.</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Make sure that the virtualization add on entitlement is checked "Add-On Entitlements: Virtualization <strong>(0 open entitlements)</strong>".This is available via rhn.redhat.com --&gt; Systems (Top Red Bar)--&gt; Click on the host system --&gt; Click Edit These Properties--&gt; Check the add on entitlements box (Virtualization) --&gt; Clickupdate properties. If you have Advanced Platform entitlement you cancheck the "Virtualization Platform" box instead to be able to registeran unlimited number of guests for this host.</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Make sure that <span class="jive-noformat-content">rhn-virtualization-common</span> and <span class="jive-noformat-content">rhn-virtualization-host</span> are installed on the Host system. If they are not installed, run:  </p></li></ol><br />
<pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"> yum install rhn-virtualization-common rhn-virtualization-host<br />
<br />
</code></pre><ol><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Install the Xen guest.</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>Make sure that the Xen guest is running. Please note that <span class="jive-noformat-content">xenguest</span> is the name of the Xen guest.  </p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
 xm create xenguest<br />
 </code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>From the command line on the Host system, run:  </p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
 rhn_check<br />
 </code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>From the command line on the Host system, run:  </p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
 rhn-profile-sync<br />
 </code></pre><p style="padding: 0px; min-height: 8pt; height: 8pt;">&nbsp;</p></li><li level="1" type="ol"><p>From the Xen guest, run:  </p><pre class="jive-pre"><code class="jive-code"><br />
 rhn_register<br />
 </code></pre><p> Now the Xen Guest will show up as a registered, Virtualized system.  <br />
  </p></li></ol><br />
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		<title><![CDATA[ What are the recommend settings when using a multipathed device for my cluster's quorum disk?  ]]> </title>
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  http://kbase.redhat.com/faq/docs/DOC-2882<br />
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중요하거든..ㅡ,,ㅡ<br />
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		<title><![CDATA[ DM-I/O Multipath를 이용한 qdisk 구성? ]]> </title>
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  <div>I recently upgraded a 2-nodes clusteradding two more nodes. I would like a single node to remain in clustereven if the other three are out of service, so I'm trying to add aquorum disk to the cluster. </div><div><br class="webkit-block-placeholder"></div><div>Theproblem is that the quorum disk is a LUN in a shared storage which hasnot the same device name through all the cluster nodes. Moreover, weuse device-mapper AND lvm. I could resolve the problem using an lvmlogical volume, because it would always have the same name andrecognize the underlying "dm" or "sd" device name even if it changesacross a reboot, but I've read that it's not advisable to use a logicalvolume as quorum device. </div><div><br class="webkit-block-placeholder"></div><div>Any idea?<br clear="all"><br />
-- <br />
Claudio Tassini </div><div style="margin: 0px;">--</div><div style="margin: 0px;">Linux-cluster mailing list</div><div style="margin: 0px;"><a rel="nofollow" href="mailto:Linux-cluster%20redhat%20com">Linux-cluster redhat com</a></div><div style="margin: 0px;"><a rel="nofollow" href="https://www.redhat.com/mailman/listinfo/linux-cluster">https://www.redhat.com/mailman/listinfo/linux-cluster</a></div> <div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div>using multipath -ll you'll see that your multipath device has got a unique id (wwid) :<div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div># multipath -ll</div><div>/dev/mpath/mpath2&nbsp;(200c0b60a76000032) dm-3 SNAP,FILEDISK</div><div>[size=10M][features=0][hwhandler=0]</div><div>\_ round-robin 0 [prio=0][active]</div><div> \_ 2:0:0:0 sdd 8:48&nbsp; [active][ready]</div><div> \_ 1:0:0:0 sdc 8:32&nbsp; [active][ready]</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>allyou have to do then, is to modify your /etc/multipath.conf file to aska fixed name for this multipath device instead of having it get adynamique name (/dev/mpath/mpathx) :</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>/etc/multipath.conf :</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>...</div><div>multipaths {</div><div>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;multipath {</div><div>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; wwid&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; 200c0b60a76000032</div><div>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; alias&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; qdsk1</div><div>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; }</div><div>}</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>and then :</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div># multipath -ll</div><div>[root titan2 ~]# multipath -ll</div><div>qdsk1 (200c0b60a76000032) dm-4 SNAP,FILEDISK</div><div>[size=10M][features=0][hwhandler=0]</div><div>\_ round-robin 0 [prio=0][active]</div><div> \_ 4:0:0:0 sdf 8:80&nbsp; [active][ready]</div><div> \_ 3:0:0:0 sde 8:64&nbsp; [active][ready]</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>(please,be warn that the first time you do it, it rename the multipath deviceto the name you have ask for, but it fails to rename the /dev/mpath/device, so you have to do it manually once).</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>do it on all your cluster members and they all get the multipath device with the same name.</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div style="font-weight: bold;">Ihave also encoutered a problem with cman that refuse to register a nodewith more than 16 chars (qdiskd register the qdisk device as a nodename). So you must ensure your device path is less than 16 chars for aqdisk device (this is why I use /dev/mpath/qdsk1 instead of/dev/mpath/qdisk1).</div><div><br class="khtml-block-placeholder"></div><div>Regards,</div><br />
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		<title><![CDATA[ 혁명..revolution ]]> </title>
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  <div style="text-align:center"><img class="image_mid" border="0" onmouseover="this.style.cursor='pointer'" alt="" src="http://pds13.egloos.com/pds/200811/20/70/f0052770_49242cac5e6c6.jpg" width="500" height="358" onclick="Control.Modal.openDialog(this, event, 'http://pds13.egloos.com/pds/200811/20/70/f0052770_49242cac5e6c6.jpg');" /></div><br />
&nbsp;"아침에 눈을 뜨면 어딘가가 아프고.. 아프지 않는 날은 "아 내가 연습을 게을리 했구나" <br />
<br />
&nbsp; 하고 반성을 하게 되요...<br />
<br />
&nbsp;"저는 발레를 하면서 경쟁자를 생각해 본적이 없습니다. 모든 작품, 모든 동작, 모든 연습에 그저 <br />
<br />
&nbsp; 최선을 다했을 뿐입니다. "<br />
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&nbsp; <br />
&nbsp;나는 늦게 발레를 시작했지만 차근차근 밟아 갔기에 다시는 내려갈일이 없었다.&nbsp; - 발레리나 강수진.-<br />
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<span style="font-weight: bold;">&nbsp;그녀는 나에게 혁명 (Revolution) 이다...</span><br />
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		<title><![CDATA[ Poker Face...? ]]> </title>
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  Poker Face <br />
<br />
상황이 바뀌어도 무표정 하거나 마음의 동요를 나타내지 않는 얼굴을 말한다. 아무리 좋거나 나쁜패가 들어와도<br />
<br />
그 기분을 얼굴에 들어내지 않고 상황을 이끌어 나가는것...<br />
<br />
<br />
세상을 살다보면 때로는 Poker Face를 잘 활용해야 하는 때가 있는듯 하다...아니 필요하겠지..<br />
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때로는 표현하지 말아야 될것들에 대해서 아무런 반응을 하지 말아야 이득이 되는 것들이 <br />
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참 많으니까..난 그런것들을 <span style="font-weight: bold;">"가식"</span>이라 표현하고 살아왔다...웃어야할 상황이 아닐때도..<br />
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웃어야만 되는 상황이 있고...때로는 웃어야만 하는 상황일때도 아무런 표정없이 있어야만 하는..<br />
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고상한 말로 절제라고들 하나....어쨌든 내 생리상 잘 적응않되는 부분이 Poker Face인듯 하다. <br />
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좋으면 좋고..싫으면 싫고..화가나면 화난다고 정확하게 표현하며 살아가는거..그게 더 명확하고..<br />
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좋지 않을까 했는데...때로는 분위기 파악 못하는 놈으로 전락하는 경우가..종종..생기드라...<br />
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<br style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">"인상 참 좋으시군요..." </span><br />
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난 이말을 쉽게 접하는 스타일은 아닌듯 싶다..그냥 만나보니 사람참 다르네 라는 평을 <br />
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주로 듣고 살아온듯 하다...잘 웃고 첫인상을 잘 보여주는 것이 나쁘지 않고..좋다라는 것을 <br />
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알면서도..<span style="font-weight: bold;">"만나보니 다르네" </span>라는 평을 듣는다...내 스스로가 절제가 않되는 면이 있어..<br />
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사람 가볍고 실없는 웃음 흘린다는 평을 듣는거 보다는 차라리 과묵으로 첫 인상의 스타트를 <br />
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끊는것이 낳다라는 판단과 누군가와 삶을 나누고 관계성을 맺을때 더 깊은 대인관계를 형성할수 있어서..<br />
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그렇게 외형적인 첫 인상의 모습이 굳어져 가는듯 하다....<br />
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하지만 바꿔 보려한다....때로는 어의없게 내 굳어져 있는 첫인의 모습때문에...내모든걸.. <br />
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판단하려는 인간들이 생기는듯 하여...익숙하지는 않지만..바꿔보려고 노력중이다...나쁘지 않는거라면...<br />
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약간의 Poker Face를 사용해 보는것도 나쁘지 않을듯 싶어서..<br />
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내 작은 모습을 보고 평가하는 인간들을 위해서 바꾸려는 것이 아니라...<br />
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내가 그렇게 변하길 바라는 사랑하는 한 사람의 간절한 바램을 위해서 바꿔보려고......<br />
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		<dc:creator>프르딩딩</dc:creator>
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  요즘들어 참 절실해 지는것이 있다...<br />
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힘든 사회구조속에서의 힘듦을 덜어낼수 있는 쉼의 공간도 아니고...물질 만능주의에 눌려<br />
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먹고 살기위해 처절하게 벌어야만 하는 돈도 아닌듯 하다....<br />
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삶을 살아가고..어딘가 방향성을 찾지 못하고..그자리에 서있거나....아니면 누가 객관적으로 봐도..<br />
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옳지 못한 길의 방향성을 바라보고 있을때...<br />
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스승에 대한 존재감이 더 커지는 것이 요즘의 나의 공허함이다...초등학교..중학교...고등학교..대학교...<br />
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선생님이라..불리우는 수많은 이들과 만나고...그분들과 함께 삶을 나눴고..했지만.....<br />
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나이가 들고..머리가 굵어지면서..내가 생각하는 자아상,,가치관들이 커지면서....<br />
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어느덧 스승에 대한 존재감이 내안에 필요없는 존재로 여겨지는 듯 하여...불안할 때가 있다..<br />
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12제자에게는 예수님과 함께 하는 삶을 살면서...복음을 전파하고...삶의 변화를 통해 예수님의 사랑을 <br />
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전하였듯...나에게도 그렇게 삶을 나누고..방향성을 함께 공유할수 있는 참된 스승이 더없이 그리워진다..<br />
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이전에 알지 못했던 호된 꾸지람의 사랑이...그리워 지는 요즘이다...<br />
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		<pubDate>Fri, 31 Oct 2008 02:58:34 GMT</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>프르딩딩</dc:creator>
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